the events of that day keep going over in my head right before i go 2 bed for the past few days. or half of the events do. i don't know y either. of course that was a pretty memorable day. nothing special really happened. no anniversary, party or celebration. it was a normal sunday. n also the last time i would spend time with tyler. when i remember the day it seemed...perfect. i mean, we went 2 ardenwood farms 4 my class. we went hunting 4 corn n got drumstick icecream after. it was tiring so we went back 2 his place n slept. n i remember what that scene looked like. like it was a picture. his back was towards the wall n my back was facing towards the rest of the room. we were sleeping w/ r feet was facing the corner wall n r heads where his feet would normally b. we were facing each other, sleeping on our sides n when i opened my eyes, he was the first thing i saw. n i remember just looking at him. he was sleeping, or had his eyes closed. i couldn't tell since he's a light sleeper. but he seemed so much at peace. n when he opened his eyes he stared straight at me. those big brown eyes looked like they were reading every thought in my mind. n we just layed there looking at each other. n i remembered thinking that it was picture perfect. n that i could 4ever c my life like that. my memory would end. or mayb i forced it to end cuase the rest of the events went downhill after that. i don't want that picture to suddenly turn dark n evil with his eyes looking hatredly at me...that'd b scary. but that's what i keep remembering. n i don't cry or feel sorry or nething. it makes me smile a bit. but i don't know y i keep remembering it.
so i haven't gotten on in awhile n talked about my awesome nights. A few sunday's ago i went w/ the guys bowling @ 300 which was a BLAST. if u've never gone, u should def. go. it's liek a high class bowling alley. can't go 2 cloverleaf nemore. hahah jk but it was fun n i was sorta crazy. kev got me another yager bomb. i need 2 perfect my drinking style 4 that drink haha. he got 1 4 himself 2 n vinh n justin got beers. adrienne took this cool pic of all of us drinking. i still can't chug mine but i did a lot better than the first time heheh. n WHOA. i was really hyper. n laughing like crazy. not giggly laughing, but like hysterical laughing haha. i actually did better @ bowling 2. i'd have 2 move really slowly though cuase my head would get all dizzy. i was so crazy that i started singing! 300 has projector screens at the end of the lanes n they played "holiday" by green day. i love that song so i started singing...at the top of my lungs! O.O i was crazy. i don't sing @ all in public haha then last friday i think it was, glenn n i went 2 watch wolverine. it was pretty good but omg, sooo crowded! the theatre was packed! but it was def. fun. i got there late so he bought my ticket n later he bought me kettle corn.![]()
i was going 2 pay him back but he said that i'll pay next time. soooo i think we're going 2 c transformers next!
23 more days till school ends!!
so i haven't gotten on in awhile n talked about my awesome nights. A few sunday's ago i went w/ the guys bowling @ 300 which was a BLAST. if u've never gone, u should def. go. it's liek a high class bowling alley. can't go 2 cloverleaf nemore. hahah jk but it was fun n i was sorta crazy. kev got me another yager bomb. i need 2 perfect my drinking style 4 that drink haha. he got 1 4 himself 2 n vinh n justin got beers. adrienne took this cool pic of all of us drinking. i still can't chug mine but i did a lot better than the first time heheh. n WHOA. i was really hyper. n laughing like crazy. not giggly laughing, but like hysterical laughing haha. i actually did better @ bowling 2. i'd have 2 move really slowly though cuase my head would get all dizzy. i was so crazy that i started singing! 300 has projector screens at the end of the lanes n they played "holiday" by green day. i love that song so i started singing...at the top of my lungs! O.O i was crazy. i don't sing @ all in public haha then last friday i think it was, glenn n i went 2 watch wolverine. it was pretty good but omg, sooo crowded! the theatre was packed! but it was def. fun. i got there late so he bought my ticket n later he bought me kettle corn.
i was going 2 pay him back but he said that i'll pay next time. soooo i think we're going 2 c transformers next!23 more days till school ends!!
